Sup everybody~~~ At this moment, i feel so bad and disappointed in myself~ Things have not worked out the way i have planned for my second marking period.... I have set out a great goal and made a perfect plan to achieve it, but i failed to take actions for it~~~ With regrets and more determinations, i decided to put everything in for the third report period. I dont wanna feel like a loser, a failure, a slacker, and a lazy-ass bitch. With 100% of effort and less distractions, i wanna see what kind of grades that i can get. I wanna challenge all these smart ppl academically and show them that i'm not a dumbass, and earn their respects!!!  I promise, no matter what it takes me to get the job done, i will get it done, and everybody will hear Pavol calls out my name in the straight A list. I wont write xanga again if i cant get it done, so i will say bye to everyone right now in case i fail in the future. but everyone, please keep ur eyes on me, cuz i'm about to show u what i can do.      

     HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! what are your resolutions for the new year? I just read an article on a newspaper about the resolution. It sounds pretty inspiring to me, so i guess i should share the wealth with all of u~~ I dont wanna type up exactly the same thing, i'ma summarize it for u and add some of my own opinions or thoughts in there.

      First, let's take a look at 2004~~~Did poor planning or lack of motivations or willpower stop u from realizing ur resolutins last year? I didnt even have any resolutions last year. i remember i was hanging out with bunch of girls in new york last year, resolution never came to my mind last year. But somehow, i was being stopped by those 3 things last year~~ I definitely need to do a better jobon those in order to get a fresh start this year. For those of u who had resolutions last year, did u fall off the resolution wagon as quickly as u jump on? Well, this year, commit to the journey to a new you~~ Now it's time for some strategies for making ur resolutions work:

      1. ASk urself "what do i wanna start doing in 2005? what do i wanna stop doing? what do i want more of, or less of?"

      2. Set realistic goals and write it down somewhere, so u can monitor ur progress as the year goes on.

      3. Create an environment with family, friends, activities that supports ur goals and ur lifestyle.

      4. Dont try to achieve ur goals anxiously, eat the elephant one bite at a time, dont try to swallow it, lol~~

      5. Finally, u should reward urself along the way, otherwise u will be a nerd soon. But u have to watch out,  dont let urself go too far!!!

      ok... I guess, i did a pretty good job at summarizing the info from the newspaper, they repeated same shit many times, so stupid~~ Do i get any credit for doing this, like someone introduce me some hot girls or something like that?  hahaha, just kidding, that's not in my resolution list. I wish everybody have a successful and wonderful year~~ 2005, Here i come~~~ 

     Happy Holiday everyone!!! One more day to enjoy before the crazy ass school work comes to us again~~~ How is everybody's vacation? Mine is half fun half fucked up, lol~~ But anyways, i got broke over this holiday. Some crazy shopping have been done~~ Since i didnt update my xanga for so long, so i got alot to talk about, so if u're impatient for my long ass boring story, i suggest u that prop me right now and get the F out of here~~

     Where should i start? Ok, let's start from the school days. Everything was kinda hard to me in school~~ i was so tired from the homeworks, i didnt have one good night sleep~~ And i still have many subjects to catch up~~ I will work harder to maintain my grades and strive for straight A's, i know i can do it!!! Now, everybody make some noise to support me~~

     On Thanksgiving day, i went to my first football game with my cousin and friends. We beat the crap out of Northeast, 20-6. I had so much fun from the game even though it was rainning during the game. Especially when some older central class ppl( like 239 or something, prolly older than Parvel) showed some school spirits. All these stuff they said was so freaking funny, they entertained everybody in central's side~~ After the game, we went to Yi's house and watched couple movies until 6. Then we went to chinatown for dinner, and 3 other guys slept over in my house for black friday's shopping~ Did they even go to sleep? Who knows, but i did~~

     I woke up at 3:30 the second day. We left around 4:15 to pick up David. Then, thanks to David's dear brother's brilliant idea, we went to King of Prussia for shopping~~ We got there around 5:15 in the parking lot of bestbuy. There was a long ass line outside of there already, but they didn't open yet. So we waited on the line while we're freezing~~ But it's worthy, cause i saw something very beautiful at that moment. U know how it looks on the sky right before the sun rises? I cant describe it man, all i can say is i will bring my gf to watch that with me one day~~( when i find a gf) U heard me, my future gf? u better not be lazy~~~lol. In the bestbuy, they dont really do much sale, but i felt like i had to buy something cause i waited in that damn line for a long time. So i bought a DVD player and a printer ink. The DVD player is so cheap though, only $18. However, everybody was planning to buy some "nice"(black cloths,lol) cloths on that moring, so we left bestbuy. But King of Prussia is white ppl's place(no cool stores), and their stores are all over the place, so we have to stay in the car to check out stores. Everybody got mad at Daping's idea,(for punishment, David has to fill up the gas of my car) so we decided to leave for the Gallery. I bought a Jordan's jeresy there for $39.99 and other Jordan shirts. After Gallery, we kept on shopping around my neighborhood with empty stomachs. Ya ppl tired from reading yet? cause i'm tired from typing, lol~~ "deep breath" let's continue, so the whole morning was so fun, i never knew thatshopping could be that fun for guys~~ Bad things started to take place in the afternoon, i lost my fancy cell phone in max myer while i was playing basketball. It's all my fault, i was so fucking lazy that i just dumped the phone on top of my pants along with the keys. I didnt bother to put it into the pants' pocket. After i realized i lost the phone, a strange feeling overwhelmed me. The same feeling that i had after i lost my gf. I dont know why though, probably, the phone has been with me for a while. I felt so shity at that moment, why does it have to take away so much from me every time i learned a lesson? I will make sure that such irresponsble thing will never happen again~~ I wont let laziness to screw me up again~~~ We went to Frankling mills mall later, just to shop for my mom so i wont break the promise. But when we got there, we're all hungry, so we ate some fried chickens. After eating, everyone was dying, they dont wanna move anymore, after i dragged them through couple stores, i decided to quit and go home too( i was tired as hell too, but i just looked like energetic, cause i'm Jin man)

     I was sleeping in my couch again last night. That was like the third time of the week. I always had some nice dreams on the couch though, lol~~ Today, my mom got her driver's licence, she actually bought it through her trainer. She still cant drive, so there is nothing to be happy about. But, afterwards, we went shopping with my "Aunty".( the manager from the place i worked at this summer) We ate at Outback steak house first, the food was so delicious there. And by the way, i got the check. We went shopping after that. That's crazy for me man, shopping with two ladies? How would u feel? But i'm a gentleman, and i also bought something for myself, actually my aunty bought them for me, (some jeans) And bo9th my mom and her bought alot of cloths, crazy ladies~~ But, it's so cool to hang out with my Aunty agin, i love her~~ After i drove her home, the reunion is over. i came home to try on these cloths i got in two days, man, they look nice when i put it on, but my wallet is getting much lighter, "sniff", my money~~ i'm broke~~ Finally, i'm done, thanks for reading to the end everyone, i love u~~~ enjoy rest of ur weekend~~~peace